all of us are in transit

Monday, February 28, 2005

a1 i got.. merit in oral.. thank you Jesus.. i know that He is the one that has helped me through.. i'm grateful and contented =)

alot of feelings inside me.. but i rather not say it blatantly out.. people closest to my heart did badly.. and they studied hard, they deserve good grades.. it just aint fair at all.. it'll take time to move on and work hard.. just have to keep working hard so that we can get in same JCs..

yep.. today everyone was so worried.. lu got us to go up front and sign.. quite un-fun method.. then i cried after pccg.. cos i hate the unfair-ness and i saw the tears n felt the crap misery..
sorta lame n de girls were all like exasperated with me.. esp valerie.. dont need your photo okayy.. haha.. even in auditorium.. thanks yingxiu for lame jokes to distract me..

another thing i cant stand.. is when i heard tt ppl who got a1/merit CRIED.. wad is their problem.. i dun understand why that is sad.. a1 is bloody good enough.. how i wish i can take their marks away and just give it to ppl who din do well n yet studied alot.. n circumstances forbade them to do well.. gayness crappy ppl.. look down on those ppl.

bad mood.. then std2s fall in for uniform stuff. not up to standard. is it us today with higher standards or them who are under-performing. i hope my words got into them.. cos i feel it wasnt convincing enough..

at abt 3plus left school.. went with michelle to suntec. then she bought my belated bdae gift which is little twim star stuff.. =)

and she got her stitch keychain;

and i got 2 toystory BINOCULARS.. =/ ;

and we watched HIDE AND SEEK finally.. think its super good.. understandable.. quite an expected plot.. but good actors.. and nice thrill.. love it.. went all de way to carrefour to buy tidbits cos its so expensive in cinema.. bot hotdog and share with michie too =)

den we walk around.. and i reached home at 730.. parents din even scold they so happy with marks.. ohwell.. expected.. with good grades i can do anything.. i'll have more freedom now =)

thanks jengshun for ur jewellery.. and
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY NG~

thanks sj girls.. amerlyn valerie evadne chinghui yiwei for my belated bdae gift.. a little twin star foto frame n mirror they gave me so i can always look at myself.. haha.. u guys hit bullseye in correct gift rite? =p hope u all reading this.. rocker friends.. *muaaaaacks a BIG FAT one

thks shenglian xueli jengshun hongwei for wishes.. cg for prayers.. n my family most impt.. though its just one paper n more to come.. suddenly i feel tt olvl is crap.. yea.. it aint a FAIR THING damn it.

posted at Monday, February 28, 2005 by Carmen